CW: 120(give or take)
GW: 100
I just asked to take the car out because I just filled it completely up with gas, instead, my brother is taking it. my brother just said to me, “why don’t you go slit your wrists about it you fucking child.”
really? you’re going to say something like that after I tried to kill myself three days ago?
after, he proceeded to say “you need a good beating.”
really? you’re going to say something like that after I got out of an eight-month abusive relationship?
I just can’t even believe how insensitive my own family can be. They’re supposed to be here for me. I just need someone to stand up for me. Nothing changes. I try to kill myself and still nothing is changed. Nobody really cares.
I just want a cigarette more than anything but of course I can’t smoke on my property and my brother just took the car. I hate this. I just need something to change.
noticed you were following me, thankyou <3 id like to follow you back. hope youre doing ok recently *hug*aw thank you so much!
actually recently i’ve been doing pretty horribly but it means a lot that followers like you put up with me <3
anyone wanna give me some college essay tips?
thats great your going to university. You must be doing awesome in school. im forbidden from leaving this state. your right, it isnt the end of the world but those two years are gonna be depressing with my family looking down on me and everyone asking me what college i go to ill say community. i can't be like my brother, i just cant.you don’t have to be like your brother! you’re not your brother
and there’s nothing wrong with community college because after two years you could get into a really, really good school!
also, i’m not doing amazing but a lot of universities actually aren’t that hard to get into!
